Thank you! HAHAHAHA nah :}
And that was when I had acquainted that it wasn’t about me and it wasn’t about whether he was in love with me or not, he was, he is, that was plain to see. And it wasn’t about his sham nobility, or his attempts to putting it like this was all about protecting me from himself, as if I was some royal dilly dallying princess or puny damsel caught in some undersized tower, or prolly someone who didn’t know what wall they were running into.
It was about his fear, the thing that bladed his heart every time, and it was a shame, a shame that he didn’t believe in himself the way I always have, that he felt somehow sufficiently undeserving to give me up.
That is when I knew that it didn’t matter how I ever saw him, which was completely in all of his faulted glory, and still I thought him to be some sort of magic; how he loved me, how he looked at me, how it was okay who I was, and how his own self-perceived lacks never mattered to me. I would have stayed, no matter what, I would have stayed, but none of it mattered, he was long gone.
I should have gone sooner. Damn.
We were never gonna say goodbye.
Irrelevant line, I know.
Yes, on a daily basis.
Here you go :)
I am too clingy. I swear. I cling to people too much, and it is in this complex that I compare myself in teddy bears who live and breathe via desperate cuddles and hugs.
I can look attractive for a maximum of 5 mins and this is usually when no one is around.
- I was either a panda or a turtle in my past life because I do believe in unicorns.
- 1. selfie
- 2. what would you name your future kids?
- 3. do you miss anyone?
- 4. what are you looking forward to?
- 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
- 6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
- 7. what was your life like last year?
- 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
- 9. who did you last see in person?
- 10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
- 11. are you listening to music right now?
- 12. what is something you want right now?
- 13. how do you feel right now?
- 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
- 15. personality description
- 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?
- 17. opinion on insecurities.
- 18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?
- 19. have you ever been to New York?
- 20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
- 21. age and birthday?
- 22. description of crush.
- 23. fear(s)
- 24. height
- 25. role model
- 26. idol(s)
- 27. things i hate
- 28. i'll love you if...
- 29. favourite film(s)
- 30. favourite tv show(s)
- 31. 3 random facts
- 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
- 33. something you want to learn
- 34. most embarrassing moment
- 35. favourite subject
- 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
- 37. favourite actor/actress
- 38. favourite comedian(s)
- 39. favourite sport(s)
- 40. favourite memory
- 41. relationship status
- 42. favourite book(s)
- 43. favourite song ever
- 44. age you get mistaken for
- 45. how you found out about your idol
- 46. what my last text message says
- 47. turn ons
- 48. turn offs
- 49. where i want to be right now
- 50. favourite picture of your idol
- 51. starsign
- 52. something i'm talented at
- 53. 5 things that make me happy
- 54. something thats worrying me at the moment
- 55. tumblr friends
- 56. favourite food(s)
- 57. favourite animal(s)
- 58. description of my best friend
- 59. why i joined tumblr
- 60. ask me anything you want
It’s midnight and I haven’t feel worse to worst in split seconds.
Yes, I’m giving you another ‘new’ nickname, hahaha :) Anyway, Hi Tang. I know this is random and so out of the blue but whatever. I just feel like appreciating your existence and so I’m writing (or more like typing) you this letter- online letter if I may add. hahaha. And for it not to seem like a misplaced modifier.. well just think of this as my SUPER DUPER LATE birthday letter. Lol.
So yeah. Here I go.
Tang, I know you know this already cause I probably told you this during the tbh trend, but whatever. I’m just happy you became my friend, a close one nonetheless. I’m happy and thankful cause you’re one of the few people that can handle and will handle my whole self no matter how random and bipolar I could get. I know you’re not the best person (looool) but you’re seriously the person I could show any parts of my mixed-up soul. Hahahaha char turtle. Bitaw tang. I don’t know why but I can feel that you don’t have the ‘traitor side’ in you. I can tell that you can be trusted with anything and even everything and no matter how bad I could get, you won’t judge me. Awwww. HAHAHAHAHA.
Bitaw Tang. Pwede ra ko maka insulto nimo, makaingon ug bad words, maka chika sakong dreams, makapanglibak, maka buhat og anything. Di ko magmahay nga makabasa kas akong mga posts or churva kay kampante raman ko kay I trust you lage. Ambot, di ko mauwaw nimo. Hahahaha. Ikaw ra’y person nga matawgan nako sa phone at any time nga di ko ma-awkwardan or anything. Bitaw, di ko ka basta2x og tawag nila Joyce, Lala, Lyza or whoever.
I know you’re not the best person kay tanga kayka suuuuper nya danghag nya sig katog, bungol, di mamati hahahaha pero you’re my favorite friend. Kay bisag wa koy mapala nimo hahaha joke ra bitaw. Nice kay ka nga friend tang. I can tell you anything :)
Basta uy. Mao na na sya. Thank you tang, super belated happy birthday :D
- I know you know me already so yaaaaa